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18th February 2012

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Headlines

The ecclesiastical elastic band contacted the
Reactive sieve live-in vintner tern takers
Caroling heirloom room hymns with inimical
Kerosene spleen reapers leaping under
The leaves of belief ridden rhododendron
Engine makers mistaken for miscreant tenant
Bakers surviving in nincompoop compactors

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Tagged: PoetryAbsurdityAbstract

18th February 2012

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Syndrome

I am sitcom tongues.
I am agitated plankton.
I am a bad dancer, box-stepping around crumpled balls of paper.
I am matter in uniform motion.
I am long dark nights driving winding roads.
I am the question: “did you shave your head today?”
I am a flock of crows dancing above a business park.
I am a light show of dust motes in the kitchen.
I am a plate of pate, salami, and prosciutto.
I am a greasy cheeseburger, side of fries, and a Coke.
I am a schizophrenic screaming at a bus stop.
I am seven years of sobriety painted with tones of guilt.

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Tagged: PoetryAbsurdityNeuroses

3rd December 2011

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Birthday Card

The stitches that held together
The sides of youth
Are coming undone
Your avant-garde
Indie rock is top forty
Your skinny jeans are too tight
For your stretch-marks
NPR has replaced Built to Spill
On the morning drive
And that Shepard Fairey print
You loved so much
Is hanging on the wall
Of a hotel lobby
Or gracing the t-shirt
Of a kindergartner
Your early evenings are spent
Waxing poetic about your salad days
You like to recall the time
You sat naked in K’s living room
Sharing an after-sex cigarette
Her full round breasts
Draped in a thin veil of morning light
That teased its way
Through the curtains of her apartment
Like a voyeur
While you smiled like lunatics
You smile sadly at the memory
Of watching the Desert City Soundtrack
Play a set at the Café Du Nord
While Z flirted
With eighteen year old girls
Smitten with his
Holier-than-thou cool
You recall all of those
Early morning colors
That seemed so vivid
All that deep purple
And rich amber that glowed
While you crawled home
To the futon
On the floor of your studio
Drunk on cheap beer
And high on cocaine
Nowadays aches begin to throb
In invisible spaces
A lack of sleep robs you
Of the verbosity
That used to roll from your tongue
You enjoy the brief silence
Between your cubicle and the parking lot
Outside of your building and
Coffee stains of various shapes
And sizes magically appear
On your dress shirts
Instead of poems
You write grocery lists
You inherited your father’s
Famous wagging finger
And you pop Ibuprofen
To stanch the tide
Of a headache
That won’t seem to recede
Tonight you feel
That strange percussion
Of age rattling through your bones
The old man is finally emerging
From the cocoon of the young man
He has been living inside of
All of these years

Tagged: Poetry

19th August 2010

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SOME THINGS MUST BE MADE OPAQUE TO BE SEEN.
— Dean Young, The Art of Recklessness

Tagged: poetry,Dean Youngrecklessnessart

19th August 2010

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There’s only / one poem: / this is it.
— Cid Corman, Nothing Doing

Tagged: poetryCid Corman

18th August 2010

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SISYPHUS ON UNIVERSITYThere, in the distanceThe red silhouette Of a body walking Away perfecting Its melancholySisyphus pushesShopping carts Past locked doors For eternitySisyphus wears Shit stainedSweat pantsAnd rots insideA sleeping bagIn search of reliefIn the red light Of the liquor store sign Everyone’s skin Is stained crimsonRevelers and the destitute Bathe in the same lightWe share the same pallorAnd for a moment There is no differenceJust a sea of red facesJust a sea of Sisyphus’s  Passing each other Pushing the same burden Up an invisible mountainFor eternity

SISYPHUS ON UNIVERSITY

There, in the distance

The red silhouette
Of a body walking

Away perfecting
Its melancholy

Sisyphus pushes
Shopping carts

Past locked doors
For eternity

Sisyphus wears
Shit stained

Sweat pants
And rots inside

A sleeping bag
In search of relief

In the red light
Of the liquor store sign

Everyone’s skin
Is stained crimson

Revelers and the destitute
Bathe in the same light

We share the same pallor
And for a moment

There is no difference

Just a sea of red faces
Just a sea of Sisyphus’s  

Passing each other
Pushing the same burden
Up an invisible mountain

For eternity

Tagged: poetrySisyphusHomelessnessAbsurdity

6th August 2010

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SNAPSHOTSA tainted cherubA cardboard distress callA half-eaten superheroThese are the fleeting Moments that appear At ten till midnightSo I spread the spineOf this scrapbookAnd savor the clippingsBefore I arrive at the end

SNAPSHOTS

A tainted cherub
A cardboard distress call
A half-eaten superhero

These are the fleeting
Moments that appear
At ten till midnight

So I spread the spine
Of this scrapbook

And savor the clippings
Before I arrive at the end

Tagged: PoetryNightlifeBlue

1st August 2010

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ACCOMPLISHMENTSHe is fluent In disasterTo his credit He is accomplishedIn short wave Brain damageAnd still connected To his digital Umbilical cordOne day he will be remembered For his anthology of detritusAnd a colloquialism on a t-shirt

ACCOMPLISHMENTS

He is fluent
In disaster

To his credit
He is accomplished

In short wave
Brain damage

And still connected

To his digital
Umbilical cord

One day he
will be remembered

For his anthology
of detritus

And a colloquialism
on a t-shirt

Tagged: poetryfailuresocial commentary

30th July 2010

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UNTITLED Long after the Elegance has died offWe roll out These red carpets And let special guests Become lingering Memories Memories that haunt us     Bleary eyed and half-asleepStaring Out of windows Of passing cars Lurking under street Lights & standing In darkened doorways Of residential hotelsHolding cups of ashAnd crushed cigarettesBetween lipsSealed like tombsWe wave at disappearingSkeletonsDucking through alleysAnd smile through heartbreakReminded that laughter is The best disaster of them all

UNTITLED

Long after the
Elegance has died off

We roll out

These red carpets
And let special guests

Become lingering
Memories

Memories that haunt us    

Bleary eyed and half-asleep
Staring
Out of windows

Of passing cars

Lurking under street
Lights & standing

In darkened doorways
Of residential hotels

Holding cups of ash
And crushed cigarettes

Between lips
Sealed like tombs

We wave at disappearing
Skeletons

Ducking through alleys

And smile through heartbreak
Reminded that laughter is

The best disaster of them all

Tagged: Dowtown San DiegoPoetryMemories

29th July 2010

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GROUP EXERCISEI thought“addicted to misery” was a good line in the heat of the argument at which point you said I was writing even when I wasn’t you said that writing is my crutch my vice my excuse you wrote the best lines for me without realizing you had done so so I wrote those lines down for you so we can limp around on the crutch together

GROUP EXERCISE

I thought
“addicted to misery”
was a good line
in the heat
of the argument
at which point
you said I was writing
even when I wasn’t
you said that writing
is my crutch
my vice
my excuse
you wrote
the best lines for me
without realizing
you had done so
so I wrote those lines
down for you
so we can limp around
on the crutch together

Tagged: Salton SeaPoetryRelationshipsFrustration